dear god , i have a problem , it's me :(

totally ! i hate my self , and i hate my life now :( my life is not complete without family and friends :( i love all peoples around me, yes i do :) i can't standing still without them , i keep them in my heart , and i'll never foget them until i've to leave this earth. how many sins i've done on this earth? it's too MUCH ! peeps ,